Mar. 11, 2002 :: 3:46 am

late nights with yours truly

heya, long time no writeys...well i''m here now, and it's late so watch out for the typos...

well i changed my layout again...i'm sure i will many more times to come too, so watch out! anyhoo this weekend was good i got out of the house for a little while. Things are totally awesome with Joby, woohoo. I finally told him my true feelings, and he loves me too! Yay. Oh right i forgot i already wrote about that one, damn...what else...well now in all his emails he says he loves me in someway or another. its so sweet. But i kinda have to admit those three little words are very special to me and i hate to you over use them, i only want to say it when i truly mean it, allthough i always do, but i don't want to overdo it you know? In my past relationships, its always been said, a little too much i think, but thats the past, story of my life.

Wow its so late, i hate to work in the morning, i'm going to hate my self tomorrow. Damn, damn, damn. I've been watching a lot of absolutely fabulous, darling sweetie. I love it!

So on with my crisis, everything's a crisis...my friend ty has been trying to bring me down with all these doubts and bullshit, like he thinks i'm not going to make it in toronto. That i'm going to end up crawling back home, he thinks its a huge mistake for me to go out there, but i don't. I have a really positive feeling about it. He used my bad realtionship history as an example, which is true but i can change! I have changed alot actually i think. Then he said some shit about having a friend who just moved to D.C. for a girl he was going with for over a year and then after he moved there, she just called him and said it was over just like that. Which was really unfortunate for him, but thats not me you know? It's someone completley different. Ah well, who the hell knows anyway...i'm tired, off with me to bed...sugar plum faires dancing in my head...

~Shuga-boogah

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